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Saturday, May 7, 2016
My thoughts


Before you start reading,
stop stop, I'm most likely gonna talk about what i really feel in this blog,
since i don''t express myself alot, writing is the best solution for me.
It's a very sad confession,
and if you're someone i know,
please respect me by keeping this a secret.

About me...
I'm actually someone who don't talk about myself a lot.
Because my life inside actually had a lot of problems, and is pretty f-up. to be honest. 
But if i ever open up to someone directly,
i swear this person is very special to me and l'll cry if i explain.

but l'm gonna share some of my personal life story here...
don't judge me, okay? 

You may think i have good grades...
hardworking...busy all the time...

but...seriously...what you knew is just on the outside. Not the inside. 

I literally hated myself, i wish i could forget, but i know i can't. 
I don't talk to my childhood friends anymore.
I don't talk to my father, and my elder brother anymore. (even though we live together) 
It's quite sad, isn't it?
So it's been almost a year since i last talk to my elder brother, i avoided him.  
It has also been 5 months, i avoided talking to my father. 
4-5 years, i didn't talk or get to see my childhood friends anymore
we've drifted apart, and some things happened...
I don't think either of us would recognize each other since we've changed alot base on physical appearance. 
Even though it has been 4-5 years, I still miss my ex crush. 
Never have I liked someone so much like this.

We don't talk anymore, we don't talk anymore
We don't talk anymore, like we used to do
We don't love anymore
What was all of it for?
Oh, we don't talk anymore, like we used to do.
~Charlie Puth - We Don't Talk Anymore.

Such a dramatic life i have, do you really think you knew me?

I'm sorry...
x.  

see u nxt time:)
YGoodbye @6:20 AM





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