Saturday, May 7, 2016
My thoughts
I'm not perfect, i make mistakes.
That's how i got to be who i am now.
I've changed alot throughout my years.
I used to be very shy and quiet person who doesn't mingle with people.
but now, i'm more social than before.
During my year 1 in college, i used to walk around mingling with people.
But since im slow at 3D work...
sadly, i can't walk around and talk much and get to know everyone...sigh.
Anyway...Im not the type to make a move on someone.
If I do it frequently, it means you're friendly to be with. :))
If we don't talk anymore, I wouldn't be surprised.
Im tired enough to let go of meaningless relationships with people.
I've seen people walking in and out of my life.
It has been a repeated cycle in my eyes.
so, I wouldn't be surprised if we stopped talking one day.
i've become numb to it.
fyi, i dislike having small talks related to school...
if you wanna keep in touch with me, don't just talk all about school stuff with me lol.
It's kind of boring and school is stress AF, so i don't wanna talk much on it...^^;
I usually talk to my close friend about life stuff and have some funny/random conversation.
I've tried mingling with people in class,
but most of them weren't really my type to hangout with...
They're either too immature...too hardcore anime/game fan...too boyish...or too girlish/shy type.
I've only found some that I like to talk to. Only some.
I've been arrowed in the heart not once, but twice.
one more arrow to piece my heart won't mean a damn thing to me.
Being just friendly or being shy...
its hard for me to figure it out unless someone tell me...
...that i'm someone who is nice to be with...a good friend...etc...
'Else i would be thinking im annoying...
YGoodbye @12:06 PM
